the story of my tablet

fyi if you didnt know
i hate myself forever
why
my own stupidity held me back from being the great digital artist ive dreamed of being
i coulve become one earlier
I coulve been one NOW.


i regret it even more than not realizing that there was special watercolor paper until SEVEN months after i started watercolor. (i just thought i sucked at it a loot)

i dont think someone as stupid as me deserves to be an artist